near ignite misfire.

So. That conference I went to last week, I thought it was this week.

That is until I realized my mistake last Monday night, two days before I was supposed to be at my conference. Whoops.

I mean, I’ve had a lot going on, something had to go wrong. I just never thought nearly missing a conference I was a keynote speaker at by an entire week would be the one that fell through the cracks. (I honestly thought it would be something related to my kids or laundry.)

Anyway, I freaked out about my five minute keynote for about 48 hours, realized there’s nothing more I could do about it and this is what I ended up with:

It felt so good to do it, but man I was glad when it was over. (Also I can’t thank all of you who were so kind to me afterwards, knowing it was so well received made (and still makes) my heart sing.)

(Also, sorry camera guys for all the pacing, and my pointed finger? I call that my bossy finger. It comes out when I’m being bossy. Bossy, bossy, bossy.)

xo

39 thoughts on “near ignite misfire.

  1. You are pure magic. One day I’m going to meet you at a conference and just maybe I’ll even be able to make eye contact or mumble an awkward hello. Don’t stop believin!

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  2. You have such an amazing talent for making me cry. Your usage of the word “broken” is so personal for me because at my most broken, whenever my husband would ask me what was wrong, I couldn’t tell him because he didn’t understand the language of mental illness. So all I could say was, “I’m broken.”

    You give hope, you know. ❤

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  3. I started crying at the end of this. This was incredibly well done. I so appreciate how honest and genuine you are, and I think this keynote perfectly captures that.
    I just love who you are, and I’m so glad that you write because every time I read your blog I feel less alone.

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  4. This made me cry. You are an amazing person, a wonderful writer and your pictures truly do paint a thousand words. I am not a blogger (haven’t gotten the nerve or confidence to take the plunge) but I read a handful of blogs and yours is my top pick. I grew up in the same town that you live in and we frequent the same places and I hope to one day meet you to thank you for putting a smile on my face with your posts and pictures.

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  5. Beautiful speech. Spoken from the heart and something that many people needed to hear. That is your gift and you use it well. I love reading your words!

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  6. Love. So glad I got to meet you, even if just briefly, at Blogher last summer. I don’t get to go to conferences this summer because of life circumstances, but I know-I’ll be okay.

    xoxo

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  7. I loved meeting you so much! You’re adorable and funny and so, so great at impromptu ignite speeches! You were awesome! Have fun in NYC at BlogHer… wish I were going. Say hi to my DIL in the sea of bloggers if you see her!

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  8. (I’m slowly catching up on my blog reader!!!)

    I loved this. I don’t think it would have been any better even if you had been right about the conference dates!

    In 2010 you met Karen at EVO.
    In 2010 I met you.
    🙂

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