choosing to live as rebellion.

TW: suicide/suicidal ideation This morning, I looked at what it would take to buy a gun in Indiana. A few hundred bucks and my driver’s license that matches my mailing address, and I could have a gun by noon and be dead by one*. I wonder how well I could hold it together. How wellContinue reading “choosing to live as rebellion.”

a psychedelic coming out.

I keep coming back with this boundless optimism that I have survived every terrible thing I thought would end me up to this point, so why should this be any different? It may look different than I had anticipated, it may take a little longer, but if I know one thing, it’s worth it to keep going.