one can’t forget about us.

This is a story I’d never thought I’d tell, either because it was too sacred or it would scare people off. A woman hearing voices while driving on the freeway tends to land her in the “yay! crazy!” sub genre of society. But allow me to explain. Cody and I had been married several years.Continue reading “one can’t forget about us.”

socked in the gut.

“Baby’s moving like crazy?” “Yes, but I don’t remember feeling everything so low last time.” “Yeah, it’s because it’s your second. Everything’s looser in there.” Which led me to this. If your family is anything like mine, there’s reminders of your stretchy, stretchy uterus on the floor in every room. Especially right in front ofContinue reading “socked in the gut.”

the one about the infertility title lost, but not forgotten.

I can never ever forget where I came from that got me to this point. Jealously that almost ruined my best friendship. Anger and bitterness that drove people away. Friendships lost because the hole in my heart was too big to manage. Nearly alienating my only sister because of one comment. Almost losing my marriageContinue reading “the one about the infertility title lost, but not forgotten.”