the houseplants never smiled at me.

When I moved into my house I allowed my black thumb to purchase three supposedly “unkillable” houseplants. I figured if I could keep them alive for a year I’d allow myself to purchase more, maybe even grow a flower outside. My houseplants successfully survived more than an entire year. Then I brought home a baby.Continue reading “the houseplants never smiled at me.”

sad babies, ferret milk and a confession.

So I don’t want to have to admit this, but given that I’ve kind of got a reputation for being honest and something about the truth setting me free…here goes. I am having a hard time. Not emotionally…as in PPD…in fact there have been many moments over the last few weeks were I have heldContinue reading “sad babies, ferret milk and a confession.”

the one where a tiny miracle outdoes the biggest plans.

Confession. I wasn’t very pleased with my due date when I heard what it was. It was too close to Cody’s birthday, my birthday, Mother’s Day and the Indy 500. Yeah. Upon finding out I was finally pregnant after 6 long years of hoping and waiting and trying I was disappointed to find out I’dContinue reading “the one where a tiny miracle outdoes the biggest plans.”

the one about my heart nearly exploding.

If you know Cody then you’ll know that he is the very strong, very silent type. He doesn’t show much emotion, especially strong emotions. There have only been two times in our ten year marriage that Cody has been unable to control what he’s feeling on the inside from showing on the outside. The firstContinue reading “the one about my heart nearly exploding.”