But it felt SO REAL.

I had some serious mommy issue dreams when I was pregnant. As in, woke-up-crying-I-don’t-care-if-it-wasn’t-real-it-felt-real-and-you-can’t- change-my-mind-I-will-never-be-the-same-my-mom-and-everybody- else-hates-me-dreams. Phew. It’s true, I haven’t forgotten them. I’ve also had a couple about my sister. Dreams that seem so real that they screw up your day. You know you’re messed up and confused about something, it’s just that somethingContinue reading “But it felt SO REAL.”

Depression? Pregnancy? You know, because they’re so similar.

Starting a new medication when there’s a slight chance you may be pregnant is not something to do if you’re somewhat anxiety ridden about the whole pregnancy issue. Obviously there is the fear of a three legged baby, or maybe not even a baby, maybe one of those fuzzy things from Star Trek could comeContinue reading “Depression? Pregnancy? You know, because they’re so similar.”

Midwest Winters. Phooey. Jobs? Hooray!

I don’t want to complain. Just know there’s things I want to complain about, but I won’t. I will tell you that Cody GOT! A! JOB! for the summer. And I think that means I can now tell you that I secretly hid and complained about this whole process last fall. I will also tellContinue reading “Midwest Winters. Phooey. Jobs? Hooray!”

I will NOT let depression win. Or Craig.

Ah sweet succulent depression, how I loathe thee. How I wish you would just curl up and die while ceasing to exist in all corners of my life. I’ve had enough of you. You exhaust me. I was hoping it was anything but you. I’ve been finding excuses for weeks. The weather, me being sick,Continue reading “I will NOT let depression win. Or Craig.”